Honestly, this was the moment I had been waiting for. It was a loonnng time coming and when it finally happened I felt like my life finally made sense.
I had been fighting and fighting with myself for months about working in a way that was in direct contrast to my values. i.e. stressful beyond belief. My body was paying the price too, with weight that wouldn't come off, grinding my teeth night after night and not having any energy.
Then one day I came home and said to myself "Who am I to do this over and over??", "What am I allowing?". It was such an awakening to me, as it was like until that moment, I hadn't been listening to the real me the whole time. Honestly, it was the greatest question to ask of myself. "Who am I doing this over and over?". Who am I.
I woke up the next day a different person. Within a week I gave the middle finger to this entire situation and holy guacamole!!! Sooo many positive things have been happening to me ever since, that I have to pinch myself nearly every day.
My energy levels are high. I am truly in flow and am excited to face each and every day. Thank you middle finger. You are magic! What do you need to give the middle finger to?